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The Negnancipation of Mimi

by nicoteen

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    A bunch of old songs I recorded on my telephone this week.
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In my lover's room Where she eats cereal in bed I read a book or two When she's left for work She said, "I like the way you leave a room Smelling like when I was in love with you" I wish we could go back to the honeymoon Before the days when you started acting rude to me I trade her flowers for notes She hides around the place for me To hunt like Easter eggs When she's left for work She said, "I like the way you leave a room Smelling like when I was in love with you" I wish we could go back to the honeymoon Before the days when you started acting rude to me Sometimes at night I wake up to find It's still your name I'm tracing In the carpet by my side She said, "I like the way you leave a room Smelling like when I was in love with you" I wish we could go back to the honeymoon Before the days when you started acting rude She said, "I like the way you leave a room Smelling like when I was in love with you" I wish we could go back to the honeymoon Before the days when you started acting rude to me
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Drove by your place today The place you used to Live when we were in our youth Back when I loved you And yeah, you loved me And we were to be married The place you finally Tilted your head and Leaned it towards me We became color, so beautiful and bursting We were color, so beautiful and bursting And when you left me here You took all the streetlights And left me in some dark night How I've run Out of city to stain But still I remember When we were color, so beautiful and bursting We were color, so beautiful and bursting We were color, so beautiful and bursting We were color, so beautiful and bursting We were color, so beautiful and bursting We were color, so beautiful and bursting We were color, so beautiful and bursting We were color, so beautiful and bursting We were color, so beautiful and bursting We were color, so beautiful and bursting We were color
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I still see you in the laundromat In your white t-shirt And the sneakers You wore to death Oh, oh Then you'd get into my Broke-down car with the engine light And you'd look at me with that Smile that could cure cancer You'd tell me to stop Do you still think of me when you're not here? Do you still think of me when you're not here? I've got the drawer full Of notes you wrote For me to read When you left California Whoa, oh Is there an expiration Date o n words and the scents you sprayed? Soon enough The paper's all gonna crumble So what? Do you still think of me when you're not here? Do you still think of me when you're not here? Is this the only place Where we make sense? I should've loved you Right into the ground Is this the only place Where we make sense? I should've loved you Right into the ground Do you still think of me when you're not here? Do you still think of me when you're not here? Don't you still love me, even when you're not here? Yeah don't you still love me, even when you're not here?
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I still think of the nights When you told me you wanted to die We'd stay up run marathons in the cold Watch our breath become sky When'd it stop being me That you saw in the mornings? But with stale eyes, late in the day I would come into view So what happened to me? What happened to me, my dear? Am I so different now From who I was then? Do your teeth taste the same As last I remember? Oh oh Do they recall the motions to go through When you'd say I was yours? So what happened to me? What happened to me, my dear? Am I so different now From who I was then? Oh what happened to me? What happened to me, my dear? Am I so different now From who I was then? So I'll find me a new friend Who's right for this moment I hope you do the same for someone else That you did for me So I'll find me a new friend Who's right for this moment I hope you do the same for someone else That you did for me Oh what happened to me? What happened to me, my dear? Am I so different now From who I was then? Oh what happened to me? What happened to me, my dear? I guess I'm so different now From who I was then
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Maybe you'll be awake In your time zone I'll get you on the telephone So you can tell me, "No, I'm not leaving my city for LA, I love you but you can't change The way I feel when I'm Around you, and water" The pit of my stomach, To the hairs on my neck Just feeling something Was good enough then Honey, don't leave me here I don't know how to act when you're not around I feel so alone and I think of All the different ways I could piss you off You say you're on unhappy With the way you've lived your life A collection of bruises, Addiction and using I hear your mouth drop through the phone i say you're perfect, and you groan You say, "My scars are not a museum For you to romanticize" The pit of my stomach, To the hairs on my neck Just feeling something Was good enough then Honey, don't leave me here I don't know how to act when you're not around I feel so alone and I think of All the different ways I could piss you off And the trouble I've caused Lives in boxes in your attic All the trouble I've caused On the floor of your apartment And the trouble I've caused Lives in boxes in your attic All the trouble I've caused On the floor of your apartment Honey, don't leave me here I don't know how to act when you're not around I feel so alone and I think of All the different ways I could piss you off Honey, don't leave me here I don't know how to act when you're not around I feel so alone and I think of All the different ways I could piss you off
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Why don't you stay with me Until I fall asleep? And once I'm out I don't care if you take all my money Let's go to that haunted stain That used to be by your place Where you would sit by the window And you'd study my face Let me sing songs of you until I'm insane I still think thoughts of you, I'm going insane So why don't you ever try To come down and spend some time I'd finally sit down and shut my mouth If that's what you asked of me Let me sing songs of you until I'm insane I still think thoughts of you, I'm going insane I guess I'll see you in the fall When you're back in California It's pointless now I hope you know I loved ya I guess I'll see you in the fall When you're back in California It's brutal but Here's just how much I loved ya Let me sing songs of you until I'm insane I still think thoughts of you, I'm going insane
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I'm just a room for you To live out of suitcases Not a home fit To rear your children in And I spent all these years Wandering around California A bunch of blank faces, But then there was yours Thought I found god in the eyes of a woman, I thought it was you Through all the masses of People I'd seen, I thought I found you So I traded you my handwriting And you put it on your skin On you forever, I'd be etched And you, on mine But you said, "Don't read into it Not everything's got meaning" Shut the door and left me Reeling in the night Thought I found god in the eyes of a woman, I thought it was you Through all the masses of People I'd seen, I thought I found you They say that it's darkest Before the sun peeks out And defeats the horizon But I feel that I've waited A lifetime of darkness Before I found the light in you Thought I found god in the eyes of a woman, I thought it was you Through all the masses of People I'd seen, I thought I found you I thought I found you I thought I found you I thought I found you I thought I found you
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I wish I could make the world A place that you like being in I wish I could make it so You'd never feel down But I'm just another that was born into These histories of heartache And I think sometimes a bad day's Just necessary So sleep it off, kid We'll see you tomorrow I'll always love you Like no one else you know I wish I could smother you Like all your favorite movies I wish I could sing the songs That tug that on your heart I wish I was summer in the Village And a picnic by the water Then I remember you like me Just the way I am So sleep it off, kid We'll see you tomorrow I'll always love you Like no one else you know Oh I love the way your name feels When it comes out of my mouth I love the way you spend all day In my head Yeah I love the way your name feels When it comes out of my mouth I love the way you spend all day In my head So sleep it off, kid We'll see you tomorrow I'll always love you Like no one else you know
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Honey, honey You're so good to me I know it's hard to be When I say those things Darling, darling When you look at me Before you fall asleep I could just drop dead Yeah I'd just drop dead Oh my sweetheart Thanks for loving me At least that time that we Tried as best we could And I wish that I Could find that time machine So I could just finally Just drop dead Oh I'd just drop dead Yeah I'd just drop dead I'd find you and me Being young and free You'd take one look at me And I'd just drop dead You'd grab my hand and we Could act so carelessly You'd kiss me on the teeth And I'd just drop dead Yeah I'd just drop dead Yeah I'd just drop dead Yeah I'd just drop dead Yeah I'd just drop dead Yeah I'd just drop dead Yeah I'd just drop dead

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released July 8, 2020

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